[ Tuesday, November 23, 2004 ]

goodbye o's.goodbye textbooks.goodbye notes. goodbye blog.

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Tuesday, November 23, 2004 ]

[ Friday, July 16, 2004 ]

dun really haf e mood to study or anythin now.so i decided to make my blog more lively.argh..three weeks of first term has passed..yet everythin is not turnin out much better than it was before.it sux.it really does.i've always thot nothin can get in my way n i can jus live e kind of life i wan..how naive.it's not e first time i realise life is really complicatin,but i guess it's e first time i get stuck in such complication.or maybe im jus makin it more complicated for myself cos ive always hated to think too much but yet i still think too much.haha.sound so stupid sayin all this.it's been such a long time since ive blogged n now i'm bloggin this kind of crap?when i start tokin like that it jus means a bad day..think i'll go sleep on it.

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Friday, July 16, 2004 ]

[ Thursday, June 10, 2004 ]

ok..i've realised somethin...i like dunno 80% of my contacts on msn???haha.darnz.this is wad happens when u're absolutely bored online n when u haf absolutely nothin to blog..tsk

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Thursday, June 10, 2004 ]

[ Monday, June 07, 2004 ]

im in a good mood today.had alot of fun these two days.shant elaborate cos..im jus too lazy.aha.its jus enough that pp who shared these excitin daes noe wad im tokin bout.=) these few days haven been doin very much but i haf been very tired.my mind jus goes crazy thinkin bout everythin.n then i came to a conclusion(finally)im jus a stupid fool..n i dun wanna be that fool no more.yupp.everythin means somethin,includin nothin.so i'll jus let it pass me by.time is e best medicine.no,it's time AND o'levels.haha.

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Monday, June 07, 2004 ]

[ Saturday, June 05, 2004 ]

impt announcement:my blog is NOT dead!!haha..oh well i've realised e consequences of not usin the com for too long.one u get ur email account deleted and another u get pp complainin to u about a dead blog and a flooded inbox..so i guess maybe i'll try to use e net more often then.arg..i've been forced to use e com cos of work stuff so i thot i mite as well take it as a chance to make this blog more lively.but seriously i've nothin much to sae bout my borin life now.o's suck.bein broke sucks.so i guess everythin jus comes nicely tgt.i'm broke n cant go out so as if i haf any choice but stay at home n study rite.wad more can i ask for??i'm gonna get a job rite aft my o's.then there's no need for any more reliance. this yr is passin by jus much too quickly.good n bad.haven watched a movie for a long time...maybe i should go catch one. from the moment i wake up before i put on my make up (i sae a lil prayer for u) im combin my hair now im wonderin wad dress to wear now (i sae a lil prayer for u) forever n ever u'll stay in my heart and i will love u forever n ever we never should part how i love u together forever that's hot it must be to live without u would only be heartbreak for me this song rox!=)

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Saturday, June 05, 2004 ]

[ Thursday, March 04, 2004 ]

woah..im like finally updatin my blog aft soo long?not that im in e mood to but since im sick at home today i mite as well...well today's e day yijing's leavin for japan,but cant send her off.. yijing: sorry din get u anythin before u leave and cant send u off either, jus hope that u'll take care cos we will all miss u loads.come back to see us!!and dun end up tokin like e freaky pp in my jap class!!!(if ye noe wad i mean..=P) take care loads gurl,will miss u.. cant believe that e first term is like endin?it passed me by, didnt get much done cos i was so messed up in everythin..i neglected alot of stuff, and i realise im a real screw up.i keep tellin myself e wrong stuff, for selfish reasons..i actually thot that i could jus step into sec4 life, study and study for olevels and not bother about anythin else.i did realise how wrong i was..thats why im so screwed..there are jus too many things i haf to try and get done..its stressful. then had a tok with my sis and i knew she was hintin alr tho she din sae it out but i noe she wanted me to drop somethin...but she noes i wont and cant.argh.nvm.i jus hafta try my best now..haf alr made up my mind on some stuff.. soccer soccer soccer....muahahaha.

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Thursday, March 04, 2004 ]

[ Friday, January 30, 2004 ]

yay!!im so glad to sae that i forsee a good yr ahead for me!think that i haf been handlin my stuff well and i can act sleep early!wahaha-peace- tom im gonna watch mrs cheong live in concert!!wonder how its gonna be like...e tix is really ex so it like betta be good(tho i din pay for it...) held interviews for monitors today...well...it looked ok..in fact some of them shocked me with wad they said...yupp.so hopefully all of them will get into pmb... yay!wad else is there to sae?jus wanna wish loners' united all e best in our studies!!haha..im sure we can all do it!we can help each other like one big family..wahaha.luv u all man!=)

[ just close your eyes | Ng | Friday, January 30, 2004 ]